Do you ever wonder if this is all there is? You. You who? Who are “you” out there? You are anyone who would be listening to this had you been here for me to talk to. But, as I have chosen to live in the peace and quiet of myself, you, are whomever I choose in my mind to be the recipient of my thoughts. Lucky You!
I wonder all the time if there is anything more out there. What am I doing? Where am I going? Am I supposed to be doing something else, or is this it? If this is it, I may have to rethink what I’m doing. Hmm, if I could only do that as easily as it sounds I wouldn’t be wondering all the time if this is all there is. Kind of mind boggling I guess, but yet, it’s a serious question. I hate to think that I’m traveling down the same old dusty road on my way to somewhere feeling like I’m never going to end up anywhere. First of all, how boring! Second, what’s the point? There has to be a point to everything I would think. You can not just travel down a road and not end up somewhere. You have to be going down that road for a reason. Sometimes there seems to be a reason, but more often than not, something comes up and off the beaten path again I go. My reason gets lost. I need to find that reason again. Maybe it would help to guide me to where I am supposed to be going and that destination will become more clear. I truly don’t want to know what is at the end of the road, but I’d like to be able to plot my course, choose my side roads, and meander my way to my destination and enjoy the scenery along the way.
