My Way

Heard a statement on talk radio recently about “losing your way”.  What is my “way”?  How do I know if I lost it or not if I don’t know what my “way” is?  I’m in my forty’s and don’t know if I have a “way” yet.  Have I been trying to go my way?  Have I been trying to find my way, no, can’t because I don’t know what my way is.  What the hell is a way?  I’m assuming I should know by now what my way is, but darned if I know.  Is everybody’s way the same?  Is it a general kind of thought or logic or “way of life” that we all inadvertantly seek or is my way different than that of everyone else?  Maybe it means “am I on track”, on track of life or something.  I don’t know, “way”, “on track”, it doesn’t really matter because I don’t know at this point if I’m on track or not.  What track?  Hmm, it seems my “way” and being “on track” could be interchangeable.  Scary.  Just another thing to add to my gigantic “To Do” list.  Figuring out what my “way” is and if I’m “on track” with it or not….